This morning I had a great reminder of why I'm doing what I'm doing. My work life has been in a upheaval of late, and I've been questioning everything - why am I at home? What am I trying to do here? Should I just go back to work full-time? Is this all worth it? Where is the balance? How can I simplify?
I remember, though, what those crazy mornings were like - me rushing around, trying to get everything done before we had to leave the house. No time to talk, to look around, to see what's right in front of my nose.
Today, I got up a little late, but still in time to cook a pot of oatmeal so the kids can have a hot, healthy breakfast to start their day. I sat with a cup of tea and talked to Brian & Gwenyth, until Katie called me to the window to check out the sunrise. I had time to get the camera and shoot a few frames, then actually have a look at them, and talk about it with the kids. I could kiss each one goodbye as they left the house, making sure they were zipped up & wearing their hats, rather than yelling at them to get in the car while I grabbed the last few things to head out the door. I can enjoy a second cup of tea while Liam sleeps in, letting him do what his body needs, rather than what's best for my schedule. And, I can take the time to share it with you! I do love a quiet morning...
fantastic! love your story and your sunrise, wow!
Posted by: Cecilia | November 04, 2010 at 07:34 PM
You've got it right my friend, keep doing what you do. The time to work will always be there, these moments won't!
Posted by: Patty | November 05, 2010 at 05:59 AM
quiet mornings are the best!
Posted by: colleen | November 05, 2010 at 08:06 AM
Beautiful sunrise! Your family will remember the time with you when they're all grown and away. In my business, I have the privilege of talking to a lot of older people at the end of their lives. Believe me, not a one of them wishes they'd worked more, they all wish they'd spent more time with their families and loved ones.
Posted by: Lorette | November 05, 2010 at 01:40 PM
So often when I read your blog I feel myself smiling gently and nodding, and with my next exhale somehow relaxing as well.
Posted by: Gina | November 07, 2010 at 08:38 AM
Lovely! Sometimes it is easy for me to lose sight of why I do what I do and the value of being around for your family. Thanks for the reminder.
Posted by: Andrea | November 12, 2010 at 02:05 PM